So much for an everyday blog

But I digress.

Ever have one of those days you get up and wonder what the heck you are doing?

I do, right after a fifteen to thirty minute coughing session as I try to make my lungs work. Of course there is the two or three cigarettes I smoke during that time. My brain tells me it is to kick start the lungs into functioning the way they should.

Yeah right.

So, do I try once again to stop smoking? It is something that I've really been thinking about and for the last two or three days, I've actually been making plans and trying to figure out what a good stop date would be. I know I need at least a couple of weeks to get myself and things together to get started. So I wonder, since I have only enough tobacco to last about two weeks or less, maybe a two week (which is actually suggested at the stop smoking websites I've looked into. )

I went almost an entire month without a smoke. Okay, so I was flat of my back and didn't even know what was going on around me, but I didn't have a smoke. Yet a within a week after I was up and back to semi good health, I started lighting up again. My cough has not left.

So, do I or don't I. Of course I'm going to try again. Just a matter of when.

Two weeks. Sounds awfully close but at the same time, it sounds just about right.